好孤单的在刷屏，可是又怎么样哦？现在还是要勇敢起来呢，生活还是好好的，有这些朋友D,L,T和M在身边，大笑三声，加油啦！幸福会在想不到的时候从天而降的，要坚信哦，所以现在就要好好的努力生活啦：）努力做事！昨天收到香香的大狗狗一只，粉红色的哦，好可爱哦，淡淡的香气让人很容易睡着，我家熊熊有伴啦，呵呵。今天还是把湖蓝色的连衣裙买回来吧，要买，不要买，要买，不要买......

忽然受到一个打击，人清醒了不少！在外求生真不容易！大家努力吧！

我想要做的事情是S,我想要做的事情是H,我想要做的事情是T。
我不想的是F,我不想的是U。
我的生活该是这个样子的,我的生活不该是那个样子的，我主宰着我自己的生活，我的思想和行为。

 

 

这个题目好俗哦，可是再找不到更加恰当的题目了，上海就是纸醉金迷，金满筐，银满箩，大家都过着时尚的生活，不停的赚钱和花钱。

上海谁个不炒股？基金也火，股票也火，办公室里，家家户户，谁不谈今天的大盘？都在炒啊！

上海的车展，哇噻，中国人多，外国人多，中国女车模pk洋车模那个热闹啊！好车多叻，保时捷啊，道奇啊，法拉利啊，我是个车盲，只知道贵，大家挤的好热闹，大家都想要买啊，赚钱啊！

上海的夜景，住在乡下的我们不常常的见到，可是看到夜色里闪烁的东方明珠，看到黄浦江上往来穿梭的船，纽约比这里更繁华？我不知道，这里已经是我见过最繁华的地方了，而且人多，够热闹！

上海吃的地方多啊，便宜的多，贵的也多，想吃就没有没有卖的，虽然我一直对城管拆了楼下的麻辣烫小店耿耿于怀，但是想吃还是很多地方，大家都舍得吃的！

大的商店啊，各种服务啊，上海啊，真的只能说它繁华！

WH的小侄女住来几天了，小家伙好可爱哦，大大的脑袋，长长的眼睫毛，才2岁不到就会说好多的话，唱好多的儿歌，还会哭和闹，活生生的小天使哦。当小宝宝亲亲我，挥舞小手和我说拜拜的时候我忽然觉得她爸爸妈妈好幸福哦，推广一下，世界上的爸爸妈妈都是幸福的吧:)

Today we held an English Corner and Michelle designed a game which required everyone to explain their feeling about the sea, the tiger and the cat. When I imagine the sea, I feel that it could reach every corner in the world so that it contains lots of interesting stories to tell others, and sometimes it is really alone. When I think about the tiger, I feel that it is respectable, but some more powerful person could make it tame. When I consider the cat, which is my favorite animal, I always believe that it lives a very comfortable life and it is so smart a kind of animal. Then Michelle told us that the sea meant the life in the future you expected, the tiger meant the person you wanted to be and the cat meant the person you actual were. We just take this game as a game, but I think the answer is reasonable to some extent because I think I appreciate the life without restrictions much and I hope that my life could full of rich experiences. What is more, I like comfortable life with wisdom. Just take it as a game!

When I was in primary school, in middle school and in high school, I never found that my friends and my classmates were different from me. After entering the college, going to India and then joining in Infy, I start to recoganize that not all of the people around me have the same background as me. Before I was 18, each of my friends is the only child in the family, just like me who has the whole love from parents and enjoys wonderful life in the nature of things. There are no brothers or sisters sharing parents' love with me and consequently, meanwhile I cannot get any love from siblings. My parents always spared no efforts to provide me the best education and to satisfy my requirements. I have to say thanks to my parents without doubts because of their self-giving love, however, I am not sure whether my life is a kind of good luck or not. You cannot choose the environment in which you were born and grew up, so that there is no bad or good for individuals to talk about their growth background. I never think that I am selfish or I am lacking the ability of considering the feeling of others, which are the most common comments about modern singletons,nevertheless now I think I could understand more about the society and different kinds of people. I admire the people who make great efforts to change the life and I am so happy that there are so many friends with this spirits around me. Everyone has the equal right to chase the future, to realize their dreams, so have I. Let us try our best to achieve the goals in our minds!

Those days I felt extremely tired and thus I slept for 24 hours during those two days. In fact Monday was not so bad for me, because I met Cleo and enjoyed both a rich dinner and later the professional massage that day. However, I still felt dizzy and my stomach pains a lot on Tuesday so that I lay on the bed as soon as I arrived home. Now I think I have totally recovered. The woman who sells flower tea told me that people that were born in April tend to be nervous, therefore they are prone to get headache and stomach pains. Although her original intent is just to persuade me to buy one tin of that tea made for Aries, I agree with her to some extend because I am easy to get nervous and headache and stomach pains bother me sometimes. As far as everyone knows, health is the most important thing for everyone, considering my health, so I have to start the long-distance running from now on and have to try my best to improve the sleep quality as well.

I received several exciting news yesterday! One is that P got promotion after one-year effort and now he became a module leader, which is really great! As his friend, I am happy to hear that and I am very proud of him! Many of my friends are very excellent because of their superior intelligence and incessant endeavors. Everyone as young as us should take the responsibility to plan the future well and should spare no efforts to create his or her bright life filled in fortune and happiness! Another good news is that Q have gone to Spain and she will not back until October so that she could get sufficient time to study and do research in Europe. I visited her on-line space last night and read her feeling and stories carefully. I have to admit that she is a most charming girl, at least for me, who is full of energy all the time and always live a colorful life. As she has ever said in her space, “It is hard to believe that I could go to Europe to start my career as a researcher, but anyway I have been here. Although I am not so confident that I have adequate ability to research the complex topics on Computer Science, I try my best! ” That is the spirit! In some cases, despite you really do not know whether you could finish a task in time and whether you could complete it successfully, you should keep trying until you make it! What is more, a great diversity of activities is necessary for me! Lacking dream and social activity, a girl will become dull!

    今天偶尔看到纳兰的词“人生若只如初见，何事秋风悲画扇？等闲变却故人心，却道故人心易变。骊山语罢清宵半，夜雨霖铃终不怨。何如薄幸锦衣儿，比翼连枝当日愿。”很久没有读过诗，赏过词，今天看到此词，觉得很有感触。人很多时候面对逝去的情怀是不能释然的，可是真正心灵的宁静安康是唯有忘却才能换得的，忘却失望，忘却憎恨，忘却付出，同时记得，记得幸福，记得成长，记得美妙的青涩岁月。

    今天偶然和G聊天，聊起他和妻子的爱情来，他说世上没有相配的两个人，即使有也是比率非常的小，大多数人在有限的人生中是无法找到这种小概率的存在的，所以大家要学会经营和compromise。虽然我一直痴心的坚信世上有100percent match的两个人，可是不能不承认G说的小概率理论还是说服了我，在一定程度上，我觉得它很有道理。或者改变自己真的比强求别人改变来的容易，而任其自然的态度又平添一份洒脱和无拘束。

昨天大大的放松了一次，受到小荠的邀请，去新旺狠狠的吃了一顿，好脆的鸽子，好好吃的芒果补丁，好赞的菠萝油，还有好够辣的茶树菇，最后是好香的cheese炒饭。这样我就觉得很幸福了，呵呵，好容易满足：）

最近真是相当的不太平，外有弗吉尼亚大学的校园枪杀，上海也是ATM凶杀案啊，入室杀人案啊层出不穷。这个世界真是恐怖啊，读书的也受到威胁，上班的也是不安全。还是大家要提高警惕啊！

今年的生日只想要低调的过，本来家人也不在身边，也不是在学校的时候了，那时候总是一堆人热热闹闹的。

虽然低调的生日了，可是还是收到很多的祝福，好幸福哦！今天一进公司就收到Vishwa的礼物，好卡哇忆的小mark杯哦，还有明治巧克力，我最喜欢的坚果在里面！！！

然后老妈，舅舅，嘉嘉，小荠，倪欢，怡，月N多人的祝福啊；邮箱里面又是V1和V2的祝福，吃饭小组的每个人都知道我生日，全赖Vishwa的宣传；然后在印度的P一早就给我问候，M更是牛，问我今天过的怎么样，我和他开玩笑说你忘记我生日了吧，结果发现自己漏掉一份邮件，竟然是M通过公司邮件系统发给我的贺信，真是surprise！这个生日还是不冷清：）

谢谢所有给我祝福的人，也谢谢在我生命中出现的所有的重要的人，无论是从小一起长大的，还是来上海认识不久的，无论在世界的哪一个角落，你们让我的生活很colorful，唯有感激和感谢！

不过今天头痛，肚子痛，要保重身体！

 

To F姐姐：你的男朋友照片我看到了，呵呵，很年轻的帅哥哥，呵呵，那张和猪小黑照的尤其好，蛮好蛮好，我回家的时候要请我饭了，yeah!

 

 

L发照片给我，祝福她，照片上的东西是我一直以来很希望看到的，愿每个人都得到幸福。还有F姐姐，很知道自己要的是什么，就很好，每个人都该知道自己要的是什么，也很惊异她生活中的自主；包括ll也是，那么个性的女生，我都迫不及待的想要copy她的大红指甲和白凉鞋。一个人该有一种生活方式，尤其是如此年轻而无拘束的现在！

还有25分钟自己就23岁了，今天收到舅舅的惊喜短信。可是这个生日真的对我来说有点特别，起码过法很特别。昨天MX姐姐抱怨她的生日过的不舒服的，我却意见相反，以后再不会有这样的生日了，全是希望和期待，很好。

最近看到n多牛人的bt生活，呵呵，追求bt也是一种境界，那种动荡和不安分守己也是一种魅力，如果想要安逸，那么就安逸；如果不是，那说明你本性喜欢bt，那么bt一把也无妨。

VT大枪击事件成为了今天的热门，和工作的人没有什么关系，不过怎么样也不该shooting，好恐怖；还有北大的卢刚，何苦来哉？

竟然和我一样是白羊，怪不得见面即觉有缘。

最近心情超级烦乱，似乎又糊涂起来。

今天M给我占星，sigh，不说也罢，真是郁闷！

让我忘记一切吧！恨不得瞬间得失忆症！

    最近和印度的mentor联系，发现我亲爱的Deepthi已经在英国呆了8个月了，今天看到她在英国的照片，她还是那么的美丽。看到那么多的照片，发现英国的那种毛厚厚的羊，我在中国没有见过，还有就是古破的教堂，也是我们这里所没有。然后大桥啊，和南浦杨浦大桥也是差不多，全球化了嘛，中式的建筑也是全球开花，西方的建筑早在国内或者印度看了N多。

    很多的同学去了外面，或者正在去外国的路上，大家都抱着年轻而奋进的心，总是要探探脑袋，瞧瞧外面的天地。记得Z的Blog上有一段关于出国非常经典的话，印象中是说要看天地多大，人多有不同之类，当然她的语言要比我说的妙，我某日读到确实很觉得触动。

    人其实是很容易患得失的，当他做成一件事情的时候，总觉得好像拥有一切；当他失掉什么的时候，又会觉得一切都失去。可是生活全然不是这个样子。人只要看到自己所得就好了，而注定失去的，便不是你的，流连的心请只停驻在所应看到的快乐上吧。

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今天舍友买了一个好漂亮的元祖蛋糕，为我庆生，煞是感动！住了快一年了，很感谢WYH，YM和WH给我的照顾以及快乐，家真重要啊，呵呵！

今天偶尔看到书，说不该抱怨他人力所无及，不该总是要求别人去做什么，好有道理，又长大一岁，也该学个道理*_*

今天许下三个愿望，但愿都一一实现。

    四月出生的我，于是对春天有特别的偏爱，喜欢暖暖的阳光，和煦的风，喜欢天地万物争相生长，看到枝头毛绒绒的小叶芽，人的心情都会莫明其妙的好。